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Was I ever gone?
Had I ever truly left this place? Not officially, that's for sure.
Yet here I am, not having updated in around a year.
Would you like an update on my life?
I'm in college now in a different state and I AM HAPPY. This could be the reason why I haven't written hardly anything- I only write under chaos.
I have a boyfriend now and he's really great.
I am getting married to my roommate.
Life is spectacular.
How have you been?
Had I ever truly left this place? Not officially, that's for sure.
Yet here I am, not having updated in around a year.
Would you like an update on my life?
I'm in college now in a different state and I AM HAPPY. This could be the reason why I haven't written hardly anything- I only write under chaos.
I have a boyfriend now and he's really great.
I am getting married to my roommate.
Life is spectacular.
How have you been?
So less is everywhere.
I'm sorry. Those words have been echoing, vibrating, through my head all week. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I kept stopping myself.
"Sorry for what?" I'd say aloud. "I'm not sorry for anything." Yet the voice did not cease.
I told myself I deserved better. I would say it aloud in the clearest voice possible. "I deserve better." I would write it and type it and make it public. I deserve better. Yet I never did really believe it, because if I had, I wouldn't have needed to post it everywhere within sight. I would have simply sat and known without words that I did, in fact, deserve better.
"I have to run away." I kept repeating. I w
what's been up
Woah, I haven't updated my journal on here since before school started!
A lot has changed since then.
My appearance has changed- I chopped my hair off, dyed it, and got bangs- some people who haven't seen me since summer didn't even recognize me. =D
Can anyone say really really messed up love triangles? You have no idea- it involves all sorts of really weird people that should never be mentioned in the same sentence together. You don't even want to know, and I don't know if I could explain how wrong it is. Luckily for me I can leave all that behind because things are going to work out in my favor (or rather I think they will), an unexpecte
why I haven't been active
*sigh* Life. Once you think you have it all figured out, it throws you a curveball.
I'm so incredibly happy, and it doesn't even make sense. He's not even mine.
Yet he would be, and maybe that's all that matters.
Whatever the reason, my heart sings.
On other grounds, I haven't been active lately. There are a few reasons for this.
1) Summer was freaking amazing and I was too busy having the time of my life
2) I can't find the cable that connects my digital camera to the computer
3) I've been starting my own business
If anyone has a cable that connects a kodak easyshare to a computer please let me lend it for a day, I have months worth
Sleep Deprivation is equal to soulful meditation
First off, I've been kind of dead on here, sorry about that I've just been really busy this summer!
This weekend I went and partied my little butt off- I didn't get sleep in what, 40 hours? There was a lot of contemplating yesterday, about life and its many complexities. I guess that I become philisophical when sleep deprived, who knows, but there were a lot of things that happened this weekend that have taught me these things. I've come to a few conclusions, and I thought that I would share them here. Sorry if you already know them, but I'm sharing them anyway.
- Life isn't one thing or the other. There is no black or white. What one perso
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